this is kinda demoralising. i haven't come out of a paper feeling like crap in a long time. and it's not like i was cramming. long exams were supposed to be 24-26 july but because of the weather, school was cancelled on monday and tuesday. heh. i like how J pictured it - typhoon crossing. traffic stops til it passes =)
so that was 2 extra days to study. a blessing. cos i did not feel ready on sunday night.. i went into the paper feeling that i'd do ok but boy was i wrong. i feel like i'm going to fall and there's nothing to break it. i would probably wallow in the mud and feel sorry for myself without doing anything about it.
"but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint." isaiah 41:21. the author wrote that the word 'walk' in the Bible expresses the character and the reality of God's presence is not dependent on any place, but only dependent on the determination to set the Lord always before us. determination.. something i have not been good at. and i should know better by now.
so where do we go from here?
so that was 2 extra days to study. a blessing. cos i did not feel ready on sunday night.. i went into the paper feeling that i'd do ok but boy was i wrong. i feel like i'm going to fall and there's nothing to break it. i would probably wallow in the mud and feel sorry for myself without doing anything about it.
"but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint." isaiah 41:21. the author wrote that the word 'walk' in the Bible expresses the character and the reality of God's presence is not dependent on any place, but only dependent on the determination to set the Lord always before us. determination.. something i have not been good at. and i should know better by now.
so where do we go from here?
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